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There are mentions of a child in tracks as far back
as album number 4. If you listen to the intro of Death Around the Corner
on the album Me Against The World, you will hear this.
"Child: Why you by the window?, what's wrong daddy?
Mother: I know what's wrong with that crazy .."
Rather odd, but Tupac often mentioned his relatives
children has his own.
Also on Me Against the World on
So Many Tears he says "Disillusioned lately I been really wantin'
babies, so I can see a part of me that wasn't always shady"
There are many mentions in songs that would lead
you to believe that Tupac didn't want to have a child. In Smile
he raps: "Somebody save me, Lost and crazy, Scared to
drop a seed, Hopin' I ain't cursed my babies"
and in Hell 4 a Huster:
"no baby mama drama ... why plant seeds in a
dirty b*tch waiting to trick me, it's not a life for me."
In the track Cause
I Had To Tupac says "pop at me, brand me, shoot, but what the fuck can a nigga do? my little boy gotta eat
too."
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If you listen to Tupac's earlier work, you won't find any
mentions of his wanting to have children, however around the time of Me Against the World
you can start to notice this desire emerge. At the time he was with
Keisha
Morris, who he proposed to after a 3 month relationship. In a recent
interview with Source magazine Keisha Morris stated that she and Tupac had attempted to
have a child. She stated that the amount of weed Tupac smoked may have prevented
this. When Tupac was released, with the stress of litigation, being shot and his
work load, their relationship deteriorated.
